To financially or emotionally be stable

So I am in a dilemma! My husband is terminal and hasn’t worked for 4 years now. 12 mths ago I took a redundancy as we were told he has 12 to 24 mths. Paid as much as we could off the mortgage (still have one!). In Aug I went back to work part time as income protection stopped and Centrelink benefits hadn’t started!

Part time pay doesn’t pay everything so picked up some extra work but hubby recently had a fall at home whilst I was at work and I am feeling so guilty that he was at home alone.

what do I do? Work the extra for $$ and be financially stable or be with hubby. My heart says stay home, my kids wants and needs and hubbys drs bills say go to work...what would you do?